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Solitary Realignment

by Aaron Ferris

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1.
I’m flat on my face again, it’s a posture I find myself often in Helped up by my faultless friend, yea I have got one In whom I look for a little strength as I stumble through the mines of my mind I’m coming to the place where I reach for the hem Just a touch of it, be my escape I will never stop from saying I will never stop proclaiming You are my Redeemer You are the Saviour of my world You’re all I’ve ever wished for in a friend I come as one staring at the very bottom Unbeknown how I got this low Oh the emotion is long gone Careful what we’re standing on Just looking for something, somehow, someone to change who I’ve become But in truth I know who I needed all along Why do we need to fall so low before we come back home? I will never stop from saying I will never stop proclaiming I will never stop from saying I will never stop proclaiming You are my Redeemer You are the Saviour of my world You’re all I’ve ever wished for in a friend I have come to the place where I surely know that on my own That I am weak, I’m so unworthy, I’m feeble, slow of speech And that only by the grace of blood that saves me, I know I am loved
2.
Half a Song 01:53
Heaven awaits for those who have dedicated everything To a life of service to our King If I could take one memory from this place I would take all of the time that I've spent with you I don't think it's wrong to thank God for someone special while I've dwelt here I don't think it's wrong to thank God for someone like you Heaven awaits and it won't be long till we walk on through those gates And I'll thank God that I knew someone like you
3.
A better man I wish I were I wish my thoughts were more in line with Yours So not to succumb to every flesh demand Not accept or excuse the carnal man I want to be refined, I want to stand the test of fire I try to be who they think I am But often I’m reminded I don’t deserve You I don’t deserve such grace This is grace sitting at the feet Of One who sees right through me This is love, forgiving everything Not recollecting my misgivings To hold out Your hands After every where I’ve been To welcome me home again Despite my constant failings I don’t deserve You I don’t deserve such grace Help me to not fall into comfort Keep me away from just calmly drifting along
4.
I was sitting thinking I don’t want to read the paper The day after He’s has been and gone And I was also thinking that I don’t want to be part of the confusion That those left will find going on Because already excuses are made and lies are told Diluting Christ until we’re comfortable A play on words and a play on minds Where right is wrong and wrong is right Well dare you believe in an absolute Self police your morals to see what suits And at all times numb the mind, ignoring Truth A name in vain, a name you don’t believe Use it at births, weddings, funerals and Christmas eve As long as we’re vague so not to offend A faith in case, kept at arms length No one can say that ‘I never knew’ When you face your Maker it’s no excuse And the question I pose to you Are His words true? But words alone won’t change your mind But words alone won’t change your life But think on this tonight Many have come claiming ‘I am he’ Performing signs and all trickery Others have come aim to eradicate Erase all hope and end the Faith These are the days when He’ll come down Those who have stood firm shall receive a crown He didn’t die for the righteous But those who are down and out Words alone won’t change your mind Words alone won’t change your life But think on this tonight Feast made so few come Go out to the street and invite everyone No one comes ‘cause they’re good If that was the case no one ever could Feast made will you come? It’s open to everyone I was sitting thinking I don’t want the invite to go unsent
5.
NK 05:01
Found my name and they tracked me down Traced my brothers too, laid down and bound As for me and my house, we know whom we serve Crushed to our deaths, without a word Like lambs to slaughter Roll over my body, angels watching me I would rather die than deny my King Roll over my body, children watching me I would rather die than deny my King To live is Christ, to die is gain Oh to be counted worthy to suffer for that Name Oh, blessed are the persecuted for the Kingdom is theirs Oh death where is thy sting? Oh grave where is thy victory? Lord help me to find the strength of mind So that I may never deny God give me the courage of the men who died Giving their lives in the name of Christ Roll over my body, angels watching me I would rather die than deny my King Roll over my body, angels watching me I would rather die than deny my King Brothers, hold on to the words our Father gave you Sisters, I pray the strength to pull through no matter what they do to you Blessed are those who suffer, blessed are you And He will say ‘Well done, my faithful servants’ And He will say ‘You’re home’.
6.
A Thought 04:00
I sure I wouldn’t stand alone if I admit that I’m occasionally prone To letting circumstances dictate my emotions I’m sure I’m not the only one who’s ever wanted to change their reflection Just thinking it would make things so much better Then I thought how could I complain When I know that it’s my inside that needs to change? And how can I say that I’m not happy, that I’m not happy With what You’ve given me? Sure my mind slips at times And my vocal style, oh I’ve yet to find And there’s plenty with more talent than me Like Moses I’ve said ‘Anyone but me’ And I question my abilities And I’ve wondered did I hear wrong? Then I thought how can I complain When the Maker of all has called me by name? How dare I say, I’m not happy I’m unhappy with what You’ve given me? I’m learning a little more each day But I still don’t know why You love me But I’m closer with every passing day To the time You’ll come back and get me
7.
I’ve never fallen into kindness Long suffering doesn’t come at first sight Trust doesn’t well up in an instant With patience I’ve never felt butterflies But I’ve chosen to love her I’ve chosen to love my wife I’ve never fallen into kindness Long suffering doesn’t come at first sight Truth is not an emotion Not secretive like a valentine But I’ve chosen to love her I’ve chosen to love my wife When the euphoria fades remember Hope will remain forever And as each day arrives thank God for life And as each day ends pray together as friends For each moment you share count your blessings right there When you grow old together, hold hands through whatever As His perfection comes, the imperfect fades With God as the centre, love never fails Our love must not be a thing of words and fine speech But a thing of action and sincerity I’m not sure if I believe in ‘the one’ But I sure do believe in The One, who makes all things new I’ve never fallen into kindness Long suffering doesn’t come at first sight But I’ve chosen to love her I’ve chosen to love my wife
8.
Grateful, yet undeserving I am Acceptant, yet I fear I’ll never quite comprehend This grace I’ve been afforded Unconditional, indiscriminative love Paved a way works never could have I find myself wondering How could You hang for someone like me When You know and when You’ve seen Everything of this fragile being? I want to know how it can be Such personal love, such intimacy You’ve counted the fallen hairs from my head You’ve bottled the tears I have shed But You never cease to astound as words fail me As I have found that I’m still in Your will You never cease to astound as words fail me As Yours resound that I’m still in Your will And my name is engraved and can never be moved How could You hang for someone like me When You know and when You have seen Every thing of this fragile being?
9.
Happily ever after was the chapter I was reading When some stark thoughts came to me I tried to think about forever and the meaning Dreaming how it could be But I can’t fathom a life without time In a body that will never grow tired In a mansion that is mine I’ll see the holes in His hands that say You can come if you want to You know He’s waiting for you You can come if you want to But I know that we’re leaving soon Yea I know that we’re leaving soon Then I thought about the ones I know Who’ve never contemplated such a possibility Of a life after death, of eternity But oh think of your soul We don’t know when He’ll show but I tell you though You can come if you want to, you know He’s waiting for you You can come if you want to but I know that we’re leaving soon Yea I know that we’re leaving soon Look to the sky we’re leaving soon Yea the news say we’re leaving soon But the best part of it all is no matter how good I think it will be It will be better, better, better, better But the best part of it all is no matter how good I think it will be It will be better, better, better
10.
Hope 04:56
How do you think that it feels to be sold by your brothers? Saying that you’ve gone, faking my disappearance From a son to a slave, thinking I’d die working all of my days How must that feel to try to make sense of such an event? How it does hurt to lose a friend in a life cut short? Knowing that they’re gone, trying to comprehend it all From your side to a grave, it shouldn’t happen at such an age How does it feel to try to make sense of such an event? How do you think that it feels to be betrayed by a kiss? By a friend who I have spent my whole life with The Son between thieves, from Glory to Calvary How would it feel to try to make sense of such an event? I guess what I’m trying to say is that initially We may not understand why things happen I guess what I’m trying to say it that initially We may not make sense of such events When we doubt if there’s a God at all When it seems no one is in control We know, we have hope We have hope in midst of sorrow

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released February 21, 2009

Recorded at Einstein Studios, Antrim by Frankie McClay
All songs by Aaron Ferris
Drums - Mark Hill
Keys - Allan Ellingsgaard
Add. Vocals - Diane Alexander
Strings & programming - Frankie McClay
Readings - Eun Hee Yang
Artwork - Paula Shone

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Aaron Ferris Northern Ireland, UK

Aaron Ferris is an acoustic guitar playing singer songwriter from Co Antrim, NI. He has been writing and performing his own music for over 10 years.

2013 sees the long overdue third release, coming in the shape of a 6 track EP recorded under the watchful eye of Frankie McClay in Einstein, Antrim.
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